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ready for change!

i am ready for a change, i seriously need to get my life in order!

Fall and The Civil War

Today I can DEFINITELY feel the crisp coolness of fall in the air today. It makes me wanna bundle up, grab a cappucino and go do something outside! Its wonderful! Tuesday is officially the first day of fall :o) Today we are going to a Civil War Reenactment. Ive never done one before and it sounded like something interesting to do on this wonderful day. :) The mock battle takes place at 1pm but in the meantime you can wander their camps and see what it was like back then. Hopefully Ill have some neat and beautiful pictures to show!

and the path begins...

Well, I did it! I have taken my first steps toward my new career! Something I can be proud of! Something I can do and really feel as if I am contributing and giving back to the world and my community! In the Spring I will have finished my Bachelor's Degree, and will be moving on to attain my Masters Degree in Secondary Teaching. I am going to be a Secondary English Teacher!! How exciting is that?! Pretty damn exciting, and pretty damn scarey too! But, its about damn time I truly figured out what I want to do with my life!!

You arent gonna be sad forever...

"You arent gonna be sad forever" Vampire Diaries.

I know this should be true, but sometimes I feel as if I have no choice. I will be sad forever. The whole in my heart, this deep chasm, will keep growing. I still cant believe that you have left me forever. That I can never again see you, hear you, hug you. You were my little brother, my bestfriend, and now you're gone. I just dont understand how that can be. It cant be true. It cant be real...I AM gonna be sad forever. Because I have to spend forever without you!

When I Grow Up....

I am a 28 year old married mother of two who has no idea still of what she wants to be when she grows up. Besides happy of course. Though I love my kids and family, I also would love to truly feel as if I have some direction. There is nothing better than being able to stay home with my kids, cook a beautiful meal for them, bake cookies together, decorate for the holidays, but what about when they are grown and gone out of the house? What do I have then? In 7 years my daughter will be graduating and moving out, going out to find her own passion in the world. In 11 years my son will be right behind her. I will be a 40 year old stay at home mom/housewife with no clue still as to what she wants to be when she grows up. My husband will get up every morning, go to work, my kids will be gone, and what will I do then? I dont want a regular job, I want a passion, a love, an actual career. I want to be a doctor, a lawyer, a teacher, a baker, an artist, a photographer, a writer...i want to be something, anything, and I want to be passionate about it!

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